Dani, you must be feeling rotten! What horrible news!
I was in pretty much the same situation as you this time last year. I had a flight booked to go out and stay with my boyfriend in May but we split up just after New Year.
I was seriously considering carrying on with the holiday, booking myself into a
hotel and just going out for a week on my own anyway, despite him, because I love
Icmeler so much and needed someting to look foward to at such an upsetting time, but a friend managed to get herself a ticket on the same flight so we went together and had an absolute ball - did me the world of good!
I think it's probably about the only place I'd feel comfortable holidaying on my own - and you know what it's like on holiday, you so easily seem to get chatting to different people from all walks of life, I always feel I come away from Icmeler with a few more friends!
What about trying to get a friend to go with you, it probably wouldn't cost much to change a booking....
A family friend of mine who is a sprightly 82 years old has just spent the last 4 weeks in Cyrus - holidaying on her own in a 5 star hotel. She had a fabulous time and said tonight that if she could have stayed longer she would have!
You should go for it!
Mazz